I am the most confused soul ever born on earth. I cannot decide the simplest of things for myself. Quite a lot of questions loom about in my dumb head!!
Should I blog?
Ok this question has been on my mind ever since I started blogging. It was a quick, sudden decision. I had always loved anything associated with reading and writing and hence the blogging bug caught me. Not that I put up posts daily or put up quality posts about issues of national importance but I did enjoy writing whatever I wrote. But now with my language levels dropping to an all time low I feel embarrassed to even log into blogger.com. (If you had known me in college then you know what I am speaking about. These days all I can manage to type out is the daily status mail) I just read posts. May be I should just stick to reading.
Should I become selfish?
My dad yesterday emphasized the fact that I should(must) save money for myself. Till date I have never felt any need. May be I am wrong. I mean my requirements are modest. Apart from my basic needs there are very few things that I need and nah I don’t have future plans. I don’t have ambitions of building a house for myself, buying a car, getting married (to me these are huge needs and therefore money needs to be saved.). Alright I need to study further. A BSc degree is no good I know. Should think about it and I know I have umpteen options which would leave me confused.
What about post graduation?
Last week I spoke to my chitti who is an English teacher at PSBB. I envy her totally. When I declared that CAT and MBA, MCA are not my cup of tea and English Litt is what I want to do. She was surprised. But was encouraging enough. I am glad there is someone who understands me. But the thought of studying again appalls me. Will I be able to handle it? And what with distance education. Is it worthy enough? When do I start? The next academic year? Or sometime later?
The funny guest blog:
Few days back I was surprised to see a mail in my inbox from a dear friend of mine. It said that he wanted me to put up a guest Post in my blog. It sounded weird. My perverted mind thought that he might have written about his various escapades with gals and stuff. But he had written about me. And for a change it was good. Good things about me. It did make me feel good about myself. I read it a few times when I felt pensive. But should I actually post it? How would it be if I put up a post which speaks of my glory and goodness? Should I post that?
These are very few prominent questions. But a million of them are swarming around my little head.
I just hope I find answers to them before it’s too late. Now whatever I have typed above, would that qualify to be a post? That is a question in itself.
